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moooooooooveddddddddddd, children.
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[Tue Jun 7th, 2005 12:24pm ] |
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I think I'm going to make a friends only journal. I'm sick of not being able to write about exactly what I want, when I want...i have theeverglow registered, and lonelyforher too. Eh. We'll see what happens.
Since the last time I updated, Andrew McMahon was diagnosed with Leukemia. I'm not going to get into it, you all know how I'm feeling about it so I'm not going to bitch -- but he is definetly in my prayers and thoughts.
I had a really great weekend. Saturday I worked, and my friend Ray stopped in and gave me this awesome drawing. It made me happy :) Right after work, I took the El to the Northeast to see Kim and Bryan aka my soulmates. I stayed over Kim's, and we watched Center Stage and compared NSYNC screenames(sorry, I outed our geekiness ;(), then on Sunday Bryan, his boyfriend Jake, Kim and I all went to Oxford Valley mall. The Scrubs DVD was on sale in FYE >:O I wanted it ajdsigjdgids. Umm yeah but we are all clearly awesome and amazing singers and I love them. I might go up to their friend's pool on Friday, and I really hope I can 'cause I want to have sex in the pool maybe.
Today I have to go into work for like 2 hours which is kind of lame but whatever, then I'm gonna go visit with Nick for a few hours. I haven't seen him for like, 2 months sigh. Daniela came and visited me last night. I feel like I never talk to her anymore, which is clearly my fault :( I really love her sigh. Jeanne came over yesterday, too, for like 10 minutes.
Working Sunday, for sure. Come see me, obviously!
I am a bad person.
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[Thu Jun 2nd, 2005 10:30am ] |
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figured i should maybe update this thing.
what has happened...umm. got a job, at cremalita on 16th st (between walnut and sansom) so yes, come visit. met _ilieforonlyyou and _scatterlikeice at the jack's mannequin show last monday at the tla ♥. met andrew, and got skeevy hugs and i swear his sickness. i was sick for a week. i have been really stressed out, about god knows what...i can't wait for this fucking school year to be over and done with because i just feel like i wanna cry all the time? ajidsgjisjjaijd. i miss daniela. uuuuuuuum...yeah that's about it. i miss nick, too, god only like 2 days until he's back in philadelphia :) yeah k maybe my next entry will be more interesting, seeeeeeeeee ya.
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[Tue May 10th, 2005 6:42am ] |
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It's amazing how things change so quickly...
Nick's dating someone else, but a guy just came into my life that I kind of like, and I have a good feeling about. It's hard not to be pessimistic.
Let's see where this goes.
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[Sat May 7th, 2005 6:20pm ] |
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I miss Nick...yes, this is one of those posts. I'm so heartbroken right now, I hate not being with him all the time, I hate not being able to say I'm his girlfriend, I hate not being able to kiss him, I hate not having him hold me...and this sounds awful, but I hate other girls being around him, because I think they're going to take him from me..and I think my feelings are justified...I read his myspace kind of compulsively because I miss him and I like to look at his pictures. Well, this girl commented on his myspace saying "hi love <33" and I'm like oh ok, I didn't get upset or anything because he has a lot of friends that are girls and whatnot, but I decided to click on her page just to see. She's really pretty...and he commented back "hey babe, miss you, even though I get to see you in like an hour <33". I wasn't supposed to see him tonight, but I sent him an instant message saying..
me: hey, wanna do something tonight?
him: can't, going to get my eyebrow re-pierced then hangin out with my friend steve then i gotta study lol
me: oh ok
him: bye doll
ummm...i didn't know that girl's name was steve, or was a piercer, considering she's 16.
i hate when people lie to me..it just seems sneaky and now i'm really upset. i'm reallly fucking upset...i'm so god damned lonely and even though i have a lot of fantastic amazing friends, i want someone like him, i want him..i thought he was different than gareth or chris, but all guys are the fucking same. and yet, i still miss him, all i want to do right now is cuddle with him and watch a movie and eat chinese. i don't know what i'm going to do.
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[Wed May 4th, 2005 2:42pm ] |
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the mars volta was incredible :'] if you'd like to see my (blurry) pictures, IM me at omg alligators.
omg it was amazing.
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